You can't cross a sea by merely staring into the water.


Rabindranath Tagore

Wednesday, September 22, 2010

Making Healthy Choices...


Dear Jillian Michaels,

Do not worry my dear, I am still at it. I am on Level 3 of your 30 day shred and it SUCKS. My abs hurt...muscles I didn't even know that I had hurt. And I am not gonna lie. I have not finished the complete 20 minutes. I will though. Tomorrow I go all the way. All in!

Thank you for a quick 20 minutes of hell to wake me up in the morning!

Love ya girl...
Momma

LOL. If only she knew that I turn the sound off because her harping drives me crazy and I can't stand that yucky techno work out music...eeek. I realized this morning I didn't post my pic for the Drop Dead Gorgeous by December challenge yesterday as I usually do! Don't laugh at me I have been messing with this pic for too long and I can't get it to flip around! So turn your head sideways for me please...

(sheepish smile...)


Thank you!
Well do your best today and I will make sure that I do my best. I have many things that I am working on but fingers crossed I will get some progress pics out tonight and be able to take my measurements!

Have a great day!

much love,

Monday, September 20, 2010

Monday Madness

I feel...crazy today. I know I have accomplished a lot, and still I have a ton to get done. What I am mad about is my progress! Week 1 of my 16 week journey was a half-flop. I ate well, kept my calories down. I didn't even have a pumpkin treat. (but I baked pumpkin muffins today so I will be having one today.) The flop part is this... I didn't work out one time. I have a...well a ratard toe at the moment....and am ashamed to say that it totally kept me from doing anything. luckily my toe is feeling much better today so I plan on going for a good walk with my husband and doing the shred. Today is the last day of level 2. Which sucks because I missed about 5 days of it.

Oh well.I am not going to hate myself. I am just going to keep moving forward. Keep eating well...and working out and striving for 3lbs this week. I know I can do it.

I have figured out that drinking water is key to my eating well. When I stay hydrated I find that I don't want to snack as much. Also my hands swell in the hot weather and drinking a ton of water helps to keep the swelling down a little bit. =-)


How much water have you drank today?

Tuesday, September 14, 2010

Tips and Tidbits/I Can I Will


So I am still committed. I will be drop dead gorgeous by December 31st 2010. In fact I am not sure I have ever been more committed. I was looking through some old posts for some tips!  (PS no idea why the pic quality sucks so bad!) I wanted to reaffirm though... I CAN I WILL DO THIS IN 16 WEEKS!



I got a ton of good info when I first started figuring out what was right for me in the beginning of my weight loss journey and not many poeple were following me at that time so I wanted to repost them. I definetly needed the refresher!

1.Take the dieting out of your 'diet'- get rid of simple sugars when you can, cutting out one 12oz pop a day will help you to lose up to 15lbs a year. get rid of eccess salt, saturated fats, syrups, trans fats, white flour. All this can be accomplished by reading the labels of the food you are eating. Don't go all food Nazi on yourself either or you are bound to relapse. From everything I have read it seems there are no foods that are BAD BAD BAD, you just need to practice the rule of moderation and be conscious of your food choices.
2.Trick yourself- Use a smaller plate Doctor Oz reccomended 9" on his show, this will help you to keep your portions smaller. They say that if you eat 'red spices' for breakfast it will actually make you less hungry later in the day. Brush your teeth after each meal, food never sounds as good with toothpaste breath!
3.Slow Down- Eat more slowly. Sometimes we eat so fast that we end up filling ourselves more than we need to. Eat 1/2 of what is on your plate and then wait 10 minutes and evaluate how much food you really NEED.
4.Keep Busy-I eat out of boredom a lot of the time, I have found when I am busy and I keep the TV off I eat a lot less.
5.Drown Yourself- I read that sometimes when you think you are hungry, really you are just dehydrated. Drink as much water as you can and you will notice your snack cravings become less. It is recommended that you drink half of your body weight in ounces. for me that is 80oz.
6.Stay Away From Fast Food- It has been proven time and time again that it just isn't that good for you. I hope to be giving this up...almost entirely until the end of this year. It's just 16 weeks how bad can it be?

7.Oh Man the Omega's!- I read on Chris Pirillo's website that Omega 3 and Omega 6 supplements help you to curb your hunger if taken 20 minutes before a meal. (allowing you to eat less, not to starve yourself)

8.Go Public- I heard this tip on every talk show doing specials on weightloss, and on every website I went to yesterday. One important detail is to NOT SAY YOU ARE ON A DIET...we all know how those turn out. Don't set yourself up for failure. Simply let people know that you are working on a healthier life. Let them know of your goal and ask for their support. I will admit that sometimes those closest to us are the biggest sabotagers of our success though. I mentioned that I had a healthy lunch and breakfast yesterday and then Billy came home and we had hamburgers w/ pork and beans. I get to be strong with my husband and really let him know about the changes I am attempting to make in my life. Usually when I stand my ground I end up being a good influence on him....
9.Weight Game- the experts say that you should weigh yourself at the same time everytime your do it so that your numbers will be consistant. Also I do not recommend weighing yourself daily, for me it becomes more discouraging because it seems like no progress is being made.


10.Goals- We all have a goal in mind when we decide to eat healthier and become more active. Break it up into smaller goals. Each time you meet a goal amp it up a bit! What you want wants you more than you want it!

One thing that really enlightened me though was a quote from Chris Pirillo's website.
"If you don't like the way that YOU are then YOU are going to have to do something about it."

Monday, September 13, 2010

Weigh in/ Setting new goals...


So I weigh 190lbs (from 186lbs about 11 days ago). It is a little aggravating. I don't know if it is because I have been putting on lots of muscle or what with doing the shred... because look at my measurements...by the way I had to have done something wrong last week my thigh was totally NOT 40 it couldn't have been because it is 27 now and somehow my chest has grown as well... maybe I am not taking measurements right. who knows.

about...11 days ago...
Chest: 36
Waist: 35
Hip: 42
Thigh: 40
Arm: 13

now...
9/13/2010
Weight: 
190lbs
BMI: 
28.89- overweight
Measurements: 
Chest: 39
Waist: 35
Hip: 42
Thigh: 27
Arm: 12


So I am frustrated. Jillian Michael's is kicking my ass...my self esteem is like a roller coaster I feel good and then bad and then good and then bad...and I am slowly realizing how much I have screwed myself. When I started this journey I was all about moderation. I didn't want to go all in. Eating perfectly working out EVERY damn day...that was too much for me so I did the bare minimum and I screwed myself. I thought I could find balance in eating 'ok' part of the time and still treating myself sometimes and working out the bare bare minimum. But that really hasn't gotten me too far. I am mad at myself. I have had 9 months to do this and look at me! I weigh 190 which means to get to around 145 I still have 45lbs to go. It makes me want to cry. 

ahhhh....But I am not going to. Because luckily for me this was never really about the '#' on the scale at the end of things. No for me this has always been about liking what I see when I look in the mirror regardless of what the scale says.  I am still going to strive for that number as a way of getting results. Here are my new and improved goals. 

Goals from now until December 31st, 2010

I have 16 weeks to love what I see when I look in the mirror. 

I have figured to do that I need to lose about 45lbs. 

That means I get to lose about 3lbs a week or about 12lbs a month. 

I am not even sure if those kinds of numbers are possible. But I have to shoot for something. Now I need to make some goals to achieve those numbers! I am already doing the Jillian Michael's 30 day shred but now I need to step it up. I let myself indulge WAAAAY too much. I need to be vigilant. Extra vigilant as the holidays are upon us. I am going to keep to a strict 1300 calorie intake with one delicious pumpkin food each weekend. (I am only human!) So here is how I hope to achieve this...

1 hr or more of working out every day-yes even weekends. (30min in the morning...30min in the evening.)
1300 calories a day- 1 day a week I am allowed an extra special pumpkin treat (because well pumpkin flavored goodness is the 3rd love of my life.--it goes Billy-Ollie-Pumpkiny Goodness)
Drink at least 80oz of water a day. (I have heard that it is supposed to be half of your weight in oz so that is where that number came from)

I found these pics of fun, radiant, energetic moms...so ultimately this is my goal. I want to be able to do this ALL the time! ♥






 So I know this has been a long post. But I just wanted you to know that I am not going to let myself or you down. I want to prove to myself that I can say I am going to do something and then do it. I want to open up that stupid box of skinny jeans. I want to RUN a 5k or maybe a 10k...I want to take my boy on long bike rides and play in the park. I want to show him there is more to life than eating and watching television. So stay tuned in. Keep encouraging me like you have been it really does mean the world. Also your feedback is ALWAYS appreciated on what I can do better or more of. 

Much love...

Sunday, September 12, 2010

The Versatile Blogger Award- me really?♥?♥

I feel so special. Molly over at fluffy girl gave me an award! It is....The Versatile Blogger Award! I have seen it on some of the blogs that I read and it makes me feel so happy inside that now I have it too!


Now the award has some "to do's" attached...
1. Thank the person that gave you the award.

      Molly- I am so excited that you decided to give one to me! I receive tons of encouragement from you and you are just an amazing girl so it means a lot that you thought of me!

2. Share 7 things about yourself

     1.I am the mother of the cutest little man around--- Oliver♥ (10 months)
     2.I have never stuck with anything as long as I have stuck with this blog and I am loving it!
     3.My favorite colors are purple and green.
     4.I love the show Pushing Daisies...I want Chuck's wardrobe!!!
     5.Something I used to like to do in my spare time was make my own purses...I need to get back to that!
     6.My two favorite movies are Say Anything and Wayne's World
     7.I love music of all kinds but my all time favorite song is 'The Joker' by Steve Miller Band 

3.Nominate 15 other new blogs for the award.

I am having trouble with this one. I will do a post a little later about my nominees. I am not sure that I read enough blogs...so I need some time. 


Anyways I feel special! Stay tuned for Weigh In and Measurements...dun dun dun!

Much Love,

Wednesday, September 8, 2010

I am HaPpY hEaLtHy and RaDiAnT

I am Happy Healthy and Radiant....

and I will absolutely be Drop Dead Gorgeous by December (http://www.halfofjess.com/). I  have just been...busy and preoccupied the past few days so I apologize for my absence! How about some updates?


I love that word radiant! that is what I picture when this journey comes to a close in Decemeber...well not a close but slows down a bit as I bask in my accomplishment. Radiance. Just a bright happy faced HEALTHIER me in a new cute outfit running around chasing my cute boy with out being completely worn out. yes...radiant. ♥

Starting Weight:

184lbs-- 186lbs
(I actually gained two lbs! But I am doing the 30 day shred and I am told you may gain a bit at first....I hope that is all it is!)
Goals from now until December:
1.Lose 39lbs

2.Become a more active, healthier, more vibrant person.

3.♥Love what I see when I look in the mirror♥

4.Open my box of skinny clothes

5.I will not be doing the 5k. However I do want to start incorporating more cardio in my work outs so that I can one day get to that point.
One brag from this week:
I am on day 8 of the 30 day shred. I did miss one day but I made up for it with two work outs the next day! woo hoo for consistency! ♥
One thing to improve upon for next week:
Get outside! It is getting cooler here in Vegas. So no more excuses. I finally get to become the bad mother runner I want to be. Or at least let myself see if I like running.

Well there you have it! I am doing well keeping up with all of my challenges! I am proud of myself. I have been waking up early. I only missed one day of the shred but I made up for it. I need to find out if that kicks me out of the challenge though! eeek!

Well. My eyes are wanting to shut I need to pack it up and go home to my boys. I plan on doing some blogging tonight though. I want to really get focused tonight and create a plan around all these wonderful 'By December' goals. I know what I want now I get to go get it! woot woot!

Much love,

Thursday, September 2, 2010

Weight & Measurements

Here it is folks. Here is what we are working with. 

Scary I know. 

But it is important for me to gather before photos so that I can compare them to my ♥'after'♥ photos later on.  

Weight- 
186lbs

Measurements-
Chest: 36
Waist: 35
Hip: 42
Thigh: 40
Arm: 13

Photos-
 Front: (I look sad because my husband was impatient and wouldn't let me retake it with a smiling face)


Side: 

Back: (eeek)

So there you have it! I have a ton of work ahead of me. But look how far I have come...



Can't wait for more results! 

Until next time! 

Much love, 

Wednesday, September 1, 2010

Shred Challenge Day 1....

So. Today is Day 1 of the Jillian Michaels 30 Day Shred Challenge from one of my new favorite bloggers- Syl at http://www.livesmilerun.com/.


The challenge is simple...Complete the video- 20 minutes a day for 20 days. 10 days on level 1, 10 days on level 2, and 10 days on level 3. Track your progress along the way, weigh yourself, take a picture and take your measurements every 10 days.

(A bonus is that by entering the challenge and completing it I get my name in a drawing to win a prize and get my blog mentioned on Syl's website, a blogger that I admire immensly so of course I want to win!)

I have been 'trying' to do this video for 30 consecutive days forever now and I am so determined to do it this time! I am very very excited about this! =)

Not only that I am excited about the oppurtunity I have given myself. I set a goal at the beginning of this year to lose 70+lbs by the end of this year. I have lost about 36lbs...so now is the hard part. My life style hasn't completely changed yet. I get to really live what I have been reading about the last 8 months. I get to really make the shift that is necessary to get the results I want.

I will post my 'before' pics tonight as well as my measurements and a recap of my goals as I think I have been kind of scattered the last couple of weeks.

Until tonight....♥

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