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Never fear I am back though. I am happy and content and ready to just lose this weight already! And the best part of all is that...so is my husband! I have been wanting his support and help with this journey since day 1 and he is finally ready to help me and get into shape himself! He is actually going to do the 30 day shred with me! I can't wait! We start tomorrow. And we are going to do it every day. No interruptions. Also he has made a change in his life and realizes that he wants to live a more active life style which I soooo appreciate because I do too and it has been a fight to get him to do things like go for a walk or play a game or go to the park or learn a new crazy dance lol.
So the Shred! We are doing it! Every morning for the rest of October! Beginning tomorrow. Why is it so hard to do something every day? Something always comes up and distracts me or lets me believe I can't do it but really I can. I just get to make the time and now I have my wonderful husband to hold me accountable. I can't wait until tomorrow morning. He makes me laugh and pushes me to be better so I know we will have fun while doing it.
So that is it for now. I felt like I was going crazy the last couple weeks. My emotions are a total roller coaster since I had my son. And the reality is that every once in a while I just get depressed and unmotivated. And that lasts a little bit and then it is like I wake up and I am myself again. I know I really need to sort that out. My friends and husband just believe that I get to work more on the 'loving myself' part of my journey. I just am not sure how to do that. I know that following through with my commitments and goals even when I am feeling all 'doom and gloom' is a huge part of it.
Working out and eating right makes me feel good. The effort that goes into it is the hard part. So until next time...I am still striving for my goals. I won't stop until they are reached.
Thank you for being here with me for the journey!
Much Love,
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